He is my life now and it couldn't get any better. enough said. i love him and that's all that matters

one minute im in a bliss,
the next im just pissed.
what is this im feeling?
could it be im falling??

he's sweet, charming...
but his eyes are for her.
if i accepted this fact
then why am i bothered?

i don't know what love is,
and i don't want to find out.
i'll just let the book guide
and i'll live it out

i've been bruised and abused
by these guys all around.
in so many ways,
they were pulling me down

am i bitter?
or am i numb?
simply stupid?
or in love?

i believe, i decieve
but i know its a bet
i conquer, i soar
yet inside i wept

who am i kidding?
my feelings are fine
its you who needs counselling
please no more lies

are u really single? or just fooling around?
do u really like me? or am i a rebound?
i can't understand the rules of this game
but im willing to risk it, to see he's okay....
Currently listening to: teenage dirtbag
Currently feeling: crappy
* pasted from my old blog

to the one who made me laugh, cry and smile when i thought i couldn't even try...
for making me feel that im special, i want you to know that you are eveyrthing to me right now.

1.Loveable -kenny latimore ft. chante moore

2. next to you- ciara

3. sexy love- neyo

4. because i love you- drop n harmony

5. cater to you- destiny's child

6. each time-east 17

7. true-50 first dates

8. alipin- shamrock (yeah jologs, but the lyrics is really nice)

the playlist will b in my multipy=) conceited.multiply.com